Facing a Scary Moment

I had a scary moment this month.

I know I’m not bomb-proof, and understand I’m not twenty anymore. Still, when I have minor aches and pains, I tend to self-treat. I’m the child, step-child, grandchild, and niece of RN’s, who taught me many common sense remedies, and in other cases, when to worry and call a doctor.

dropboxOn the heels of a bad post-holiday cold, my left eye started to bother me. It hurt when I rubbed it, and I figured there was probably some “dry-eye” or sinus pressure going on. The eye got a little bloodshot, so I picked up some red-eye relief drops. Now, one of the things my Mum taught me was to read labels. So when I got home, I reviewed what the box had to tell me. Big as life, it said not to use the drops in the case if eye pain (or many of my other symptoms) – to ask the doctor instead.

OK, a little knowledge is a dangerous thing, because I immediately began to imagine an aneurysm or stroke lurking. I realized the pain had probably been getting worse for a day or so, and I was aware of “floaters” behind the eye. I’d had a recent glaucoma test, but I wondered if my retina was detaching, or some other awful calamity was brewing. It seemed the vision in that eye was getting blurry. I wondered if my newly failing vision would spread to my other eye.

I called the doctor.

I especially wanted to rule out anything life-threatening, so I started with my family doctor, who saw me right away and did exactly that. She also ruled out tissue tears and other similar damage. However, I could tell she was still concerned. She called their group’s ophthalmologist and got me an appointment the same afternoon. While this sense of urgency on her part made me feel I was in good hands, it did nothing to quell my rising panic.

Let me stop here to say that my immediate fear of losing the vision in my already weaker eye isn’t so irrational as it may sound. My father-in-law (a former architect and a watercolor painter until he lost his visual acuity) suffered from Macular Degeneration in his later years. It robbed him of so much. My own father (an avid reader and sports fan) lost most of his useful sight to Diabetic Retinopathy. His frustration was palpable. I watched these incredible men stumbling, giving up driving, relying on books on tape and radio, unable to read their own correspondence. So… yeah, a little scary.

Back to my actual diagnosis. I have a condition called Iritis, or anterior uveitis. My iris was inflamed and in my case the white blood cells sent to help were sticking the lens and iris together, so the iris was struggling to open and close. Turns out this disease is a fairly common cause of preventable blindness, and often the cause of an episode isn’t known (in my case there’s an auto-immune history that probably contributed) – but it’s very treatable. I’m glad I follow instructions well and went to see the doctor.

P1110813 (2)The good news is there are various (prescription) eye drops to treat this, and wonderful technology so my doctor can follow my progress. The bad news is that it will take a few more weeks to completely clear up, and it can recur. One more thing to think about, and one more reason to make the most of every day and be grateful for what I have!

For now, I’m still on my beloved’s medical insurance through his employer, and he also has a flexible spending plan there to help with these expenses. The co-payments on these multiple doctor visits and some of the drops (steroids) would have been much more daunting if I were on Medicare and Medigap plans. This is certainly a wake-up call to evaluate those plans carefully as we look at that inevitable change down the road.

So, one fear allayed, another looming.

Scary moments certainly, but I’m hopeful I can stare them down with my doctor’s help, a little common sense, and some careful research and planning.


Some other helpful sites on these vision problems:

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20 Responses to Facing a Scary Moment

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  2. adinparadise says:

    So glad you got it checked out and that it’s not too serious. Sudden changes in our bodies can be very scary.


  3. Frightening, but well worth the doctor’s visit. I just finished reading a book called “Blindness”. The entire population of a city goes blind. It has to be one of the most disturbing books I have ever read. About 6 years ago, my husband, Ron, sneezed and detached his retina. All we could think about on our way to the doctor’s office was thank God we aren’t living in Nicaragua. What would have happened? Scary thoughts. So glad you have access to good health care and people who understand your medical history. Something to think about when relocating and finding one’s retirement paradise.


  4. Madhu says:

    Hope you are feeling better TRS.
    I have issues with my retina too and am way overdue for my annual check up. Thanks for the reminder 🙂


  5. bulldogsturf says:

    One must be so careful of self medication and self diagnoses… the Doctor might cost a little more but the chances are he/she is going to make a better call than we make ourselves…
    Now having said that… why do I like to self diagnose.?? This post has made me think and reassess my own stupidity some times…


    • You are so right. I guess the older I get, the less willing I am to take chances. This actually required medication I could never have bought over the counter, and whether it was the relief of knowing I had the right remedy or the medicine itself, I felt better soon after I started using it! Hope all is well with you. Thanks for stopping in to comment!


  6. Cheryl says:

    Thanks for posting this. I just flipped the link to my husband who woke up a couple of days ago with similar symptoms. Wishing you success with your treatment plan.


  7. So happy to hear you took care of business. Sometimes we tend to put doctor things off. Be well.


  8. Jill Nelson says:

    Very scary. I am glad you figured it out.


  9. Glad it’s treatable. I’d hate to lose my vision too. Amazing what you can get off the internet – or the side’s of boxes. I ‘self-treat’ too. And even though our doctor’s visits are covered up here, I can’t be bothered going – or usually he tells me exactly what I knew going in! Some days I think I should bill the gov’t for my own successful self-diagnoses. 😀


    • I know exactly what you mean! There are definitely some things I’d take a chance with, but I learned my eyes aren’t among them! Thanks for stopping to visit – I’d love to have you participate in the Future challenge as well (the next post) if you have a chance! 😉


  10. My husband and daughter both suffer from Iritis and my daughter nearly lost her eyesight. You were wise to go to the docotrs and seek immediate treatment. Iritus is also connected with a disease called Ankylosing Spondylitis http://arthritis.about.com/od/spondy/Ankylosing_Spondylitis_Cause_Diagnosis_Symptoms_Treatment.htm

    for my husband this was an early warning sign 10years before the disease was picked up.

    Glad you got it sorted quickly



    • Yikes! I hope your daughter and husband are doing better now. This is certainly a great message to to share. As with many things, early diagnosis is important. I had never heard if Iritis before, but I’m certainly aware of it now. Thanks so much for stopping by to comment and share your experience.


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